These past 6 months has been the most change and eventful part of my life. I know there is a better change in me and i’m doing better than I ever had. But some things still slow me down. I’m so happy yet sorrow for it. guess some things are harder to over come and takes more time.But when its all healed I’ll be a new person. I’ll show you what Ill become, something bigger and better than you could ever imagine. That is why its stayed hidden
i had the worst dream ever. yesterday i woke up around 1pm from dreaming that six people in my family died. it makes me think a lot about my dream since then and makes me miss my family even more. life is going by so fast and i got to take the chance to be able to spend every minute i can with my family because i never know when it will be my last.
I have come to realize that I’ve been living in a world where I thought I could be a grown up and accept the fact that I’m independent. But the reality is I’m scared to grow up and don’t accept the fact that I have to be mature and handle the important things that real grown ups have to do. Never to look back but pursue on forward. It may be easy to say but it’s actually hard to do. Not knowing what I want to be? Where my life is going to lead? How will I prevail through all these struggles on my own? I feel as the answer is right in front of my face, but I don’t see it. But when I do figure it out, I’m going to be unstoppable. Believe it. “Actions speak louder than words.”
My favorite kind of women are…
The one’s with a confidence,
Long hair, brown eyes,
Kill you with that killer smile,
dimples on her lower side.
FUCK THIS!!!!!! I Try so hard and I still can’t make ends meet. FUCK YOU